"Honesty is fucking shit. If you can get away with lying, do it." - P

I'm going to the cinema this afternoon with some friends, to see Shrek 2. Also going, it seems now, may be P. Now i heard something last night which i doubt he would have wanted me to know. And as i may not contain my anger /disgust /whatever i'll be feeling it seems he may just find out that i know. In which case he may ask me not to tell J.

This wouldn't be the first time, of course. He told me a while ago (But still while he and J were going out.) that someone had tried to kiss him on the lips. He begged me not to tell J, but as J is my best friend i insisted that he tell him. I didn't really think J should mind particularly, as P told it as if he had resisted entirely. That, to me, wouldn't seem to show him in too bad a light. However, it seems now that perhaps he i might not have been told quite the truth. Other accounts have it that he was the one attempting to kiss, the other boy resisting hoim. Which, obviously, changes things a lot. A LOT.

This news filters too me via M, P's best frined, who knows, as far as i can tell, everything about P. Although i do not like or trust him, i do think that generally he is truthful when he is widely spreading his gossip.

I was debating with myself what i should do with this information. Should i tell J straight out? Should i try protect him from it? This is probably about the worst thing possible i could have done, but i've pretty much abandoned my diary now, which means that anything i don't blog just boils inside me. So now i've made up my mind. I have to tell J. But i had to blog this before i go lest P convince me otherwise.