So, the Ace Crew Outing went rather well. Troy was good, although I couldn't stomach the soundtrack, which consisted only of drums and wailing. I had been planning to go into reclusion again if things didn't go well, but I rather enjoyed myself. Felt uncomfortable occasionally, but nothing too bad. And I did keep wanting to look accross at J, who was sitting next to me and imagining if things hadn't been how they are. But generally I'm happy with the way things are. I feel vindicated about my decisions, and while this may not be the best attitude, it's better than the week long mope I was planning.