Low Self Esteem - and Proud!

Thursday, January 11, 2007

Right, so Babylonian and i are on for some time in my February holiday, and it is up to me to plan what we do. The only hitch is that i have ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA. I know it's a long time off, still over a month, but i'm rather scared. I've never taken anyone out. I've never even been taken out. (I feel, though, that i'd be a little better at that; having to be so active in this pursuit is very unnerving for me.) I really haven't the faintest idea how these things are supposed to work. Am i supposed to take him somewhere to eat? I really wouldn't be much good at that, i don't really care about food; i have trouble seeing most of it as anything except sustenance, so how would i know where to go, and what to go when we got there. People go to the cinema. It was suggested to me once, when someone did ask me out. But then it was suggested as somewhere i could take this person i wasn't particularly interested in (Though i was having trouble being entirely certain of that. (Actually, i was pretty sure, i just didn't like the idea of throwing a chance like this away so readily.)) to give me a couple of hours of silence to work tjings out. In this case i'm pretty certain i do like him, and i'd rather like to talk to him, or at least try to.

I'm sure there are all sorts of other options i have, but so far this is all i've managed to come up with. Things are in a bad way.

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