Alors, ive done one oral exam, the others postponed until tomorrow.that means ill have come in two days, for exams adding up to half an hour (excluding preparation time). i think i did alright, but that was not the main worry of today. as ive said, E was there. at one point i nearly gathered the courage to speak to him. i was with the Ace Crew in my special place (which has now become our special place (ah, how generrous of me to bequeath them my favourite place in the school as i leave)) and he walked past. i got as far as opening the door to run after him, but in the end i couldnt. I just froze. and felt like i did the night i first saw a message from him. hot and cold and terrible. and it seems likely ill see him again tomorrow. worst of all is the feeling that everyones getting rather bored of this now. i dont mean to whine constantly, i just do