Once again, this is actually still the day before. It seems likely that this will be my last post before I go to France, so goodbye. I have good news. J is back from Spain! I got to speak to him once more before I go. I've spoken to P as well, but there is no news about E (this sounds ridiculous). Today has been a huge rush, as it finally hit me that I need to finish my art coursework before I go. I am now staying up overnight to finish it. Perhaps not the best thing, considering last time I stayed up to finish art before I went on holiday I was so tired I felt ill. Oh well.

The Ace Crew. I was going to talk about them, and the role I've imagined for myself. Firstly, let me point out, that from our group of five, I am the only one who doesn't fancy and isn't fancied by any of the others. And I'm fine with that. But I always seem to try hold myself aloof, not in a nasty way, just because I seem to have taken it upon myself to be the 'responsible one'. And that just isn't me. I'm not responsible. It's all just my way of getting attention, this trying to cast myself in a sort of motherly role. I just want people to love me.